As soon as I got off the phone with Josh I texted Matt to
see if he wanted to meet up for a late drink.
I needed to talk to someone and it helped that he was impartial because
he didn’t really know Katelyn other than meeting her on the weekend. Also, he
had obviously dealt with this kind of thing before with his mom so I wanted to
know what he thought.
He answered me almost right away saying he could really use
a drink himself, so we decided to meet at Guinness for a night cap. I got there
before Matt so I ordered a glass of red wine while I waited.
He got there less than 10 minutes later and ordered a
scotch, neat.
“Starting on the hard stuff already, eh? Rough day?” I asked
lightly.
“Yeah, it was an interesting one, that’s for sure…” He
answered just as the waitress brought his drink over. “But I’m happy you texted
me, I had fun the other night and everything but I feel like I didn’t get a
chance to talk to you much” He said with a smile. My stomach immediately started
doing somersaults and I tried to use some super human powers to stop it.
I noticed he was one of those people whose eyes changed when
he smiled. They almost twinkled (cliché I know, but if you saw him, you would
agree) and he expressed a lot of emotions through his eyes.
“So what made your day interesting?” I asked as I gulped a
big sip of my wine. After the conversation I had with Josh, I needed about 6
glasses of wine but figured 1 would be a good start.
“Just hectic and non-stop, but I don’t want to bother you
with my crap, how was this morning with Katelyn, did you guys talk about last
night at all?” he asked with concern in his eyes.
I sighed heavily “No, I didn’t want to ruin the weekend and
I wanted to talk to Josh so I just called him after work…” I trailed off.
“What did he have to say about everything?”
I spilled everything to him that Josh had told me, and he
cringed here and there as I spoke. I think hearing about everything hit home
for him and reminded him of his childhood and the days he spent dealing with
his mom.
“She definitely needs help and she’s lucky to have people
who care a lot about her to want to help her, so no matter what don’t feel like
you’ve done anything wrong, okay?”
He must have read the confusion on my face and continued, “I
just know that when people are in denial about having a problem like this, they
get angry at the ones they love and the ones who try to help them. You are doing the right thing Sarah, so I
just don’t want you to feel like you’ve done something wrong for talking to her
boyfriend about her without her knowing.”
He reached out to hold my hand and we just sat there for a
bit. It felt so nice being able to have a comfortable silence with someone.
“So what’s the next step?” He asked me.
“Well this weekend is a total right off. I have the football
game with Aleah on Saturday and then we’re all doing a girls night later on so
I’m thinking maybe next weekend I’ll make a trip up to see her and then go from
there. I know her parents really well and I would feel like such a teenager
going to them but if she won’t listen and denies there’s a problem then that’s
my only choice.”
“That’s probably a good idea, you’ll get a better idea of
what’s going on if you go and visit her. On a lighter note, I think I’m going
to the game as well so I might have to steal you away for a bit to join me for
a watered down keg beer.” He said with a small laugh.
I giggled “Of course we’ll have to have a watered down beer
together, it’s a must when you’re tailgating! Are you a big football fan?” I
asked.
“Not really, I mean I like it but don’t really follow any
teams or anything. I love the atmosphere of any game though, so I figured I
would check it out. I’ve always been more of a hockey guy. I played all my life
and I’m a total diehard Kings fan” He replied.
“Please tell me your one of those guys whose bedroom is
still decked out in hockey memorabilia?” I asked while I laughed.
Without missing a beat he answered, “You’ll just have to see
for yourself, won’t you?” and winked.
Well well well, maybe
he didn’t want to put off the physical stuff as long as I thought.
I tried to act nonchalant (which means I probably looked
like I was trying WAY too hard to make it look as if I wasn’t trying at all) “I’ll
be waiting for my invitation then” I said back and smiled.
Just then our waitress walked over to the table “Sorry guys,
we gotta close early tonight, we just had a pipe burst downstairs in our
storage room so we have one of those 24 hour crews coming to work on it.” She
explained.
I was bummed when she said this, I was hoping to spend some
more time with Matt and 1 glass of wine was not enough to comfort me after the
weekend with Katelyn.
“Well I think we both need a few more of these” Matt said as
he shook his empty scotch glass, “Why don’t we pay up and can head over to my
place?”
I swear this guy could read minds. Or I was just very
obvious with my body language.
“That sounds perfect!” I said enthusiastically. “I’ll just
leave my car here, I’ve done it a few times before and they don’t seem to mind.”
We made our way into his truck and started heading over to his
place.
“You okay with Merlot? I think it’s the only red I have at
home but there’s a liquor store by my house so we can stop and get something”
He asked as we merged onto the highway.
I laughed, “I’m on a student budget, so I’m not picky when
it comes to booze. I usually go for the cheapest bottle I can find” I admitted.
He started laughing, “Nothing wrong with cheap wine, just gotta
drink more of it so you don’t realize that you’re drinking the cheap stuff”
When we pulled into the driveway of Matt’s house, I was
pleasantly surprised. I had expected him to be living in one of the student
housing subdivisions like most of the other people who lived off campus, but we
pulled up to a beautiful house with at least an acre worth of property.
“Wow! This is amazing!” I said to him as he put the truck in
park.
“Thanks! I’ve never been a fan of living right in the city,
I like having a bit more openness.”
He gave me a tour once we got in. It wasn’t a huge house,
but a decent size and decorated beautifully.
We walked into the basement, and it was exactly what you
would think of when you hear the phrase “man cave”. He wasn’t kidding when he said
he was a diehard Kings fan. It looked like a mini hockey hall of fame dedicated
to the L.A Kings.
“Wow, this is insane!” I said as he handed me a glass of
wine.
“Yeah, I’ve been collecting this stuff since I was a kid” he
said.
We sat on the couch and he browsed through Netflix and we
decided to watch “Superbad” since I hadn’t watched it in a while and we both
said we were big Seth Rogan fans.
We spent the next 2 hours alternating between laughing,
talking, and telling stories and some heavy make out sessions (and a little
below the belt touching). It was so much fun to be able to hang out and let
loose around him.
Eventually, I could feel my eye lids closing and knew I
needed to get some sleep. Since we had both been drinking, I didn’t want him to
drive me so I said I would call a cab.
“Don’t be silly, that’s a waste. I can drop you off to your
car in the morning if you wanna stay over…” He said.
I was exhausted and wasn’t crazy about taking cabs at night
by myself, so I agreed.
“Yeah good call, I’d probably fall asleep in the cab anyways”
I joked.
He pulled me on top of him so I was straddling him on the couch.
“We wouldn’t want that now would we?”
He pulled me in for a deep kiss as he ran his fingers
through my hair before finally pulling away.
“Alright let’s find you something to sleep in” He said as he
held my hand and we walked upstairs to his bedroom.
He went into his drawer and grabbed a pair of basketball
shorts and a t-shirt.
“Sorry about the size, I think you might be a tad smaller
than me” He said with a smile as he handed me the clothes.
“Don’t worry, this works. Thanks!” I stood on my tippy toes
and kissed him lightly.
I got changed in the bathroom and came back in to his room.
“I can stay in the spare room if you’re more comfortable
that way” He said.
“No no it’s okay...” I replied.
I knew we were both way too tired to do any fooling around,
and I also knew that Matt didn’t want to rush sex so I was completely
comfortable with just sharing a bed and not actually “sleeping together”.
We climbed into bed and he pulled me into him so he was
spooning me.
"I have to say, I could get used to this” he whispered into
my ear and I felt my cheeks grow warm and smiled.
“Me too” I whispered back.
He kissed me on the shoulder and said “Goodnight beautiful”
just as I drifted off to sleep.
OMG you have no idea how glad I was to see this post up! I have gotten so addicted to this blog, I just found it last week and read every post lol
ReplyDeleteI hope Matt and Sara get some bedroom action going on soon ;)
Lol aw thank you :) I don't wanna give anything away but I think you'll be happy with some of the upcoming posts ;)
Delete- S xo
Aw, Matt is so sweet! I love the way he is genuinely concerned for Katelyn and how their relationship is progressing.
ReplyDeletehttp://jocelynseverydayjourneys.blogspot.com/
Thanks! :) He is sweet! Going over to check out your blog right now! Can't resist a new female lit blog
Delete- S xo
I respectfully request more than one post a week :)
ReplyDeleteI loved this post.
Thank you!!
DeleteI am going to start posting twice a week, heading to Mexico next week so I will be able to write a few in advance and post them twice a week :)
- S xo
Hooray! Best news ever :)
DeleteHope you're having fun in Mexico... Can't wait to read the next post!
DeleteI love matt! seriously he is so cute
ReplyDeleteya he may have some crap in his past but he seems like a really good person
I second the vote for 2 posts a week!
I also like that matt and sarah are taking it slow with the sex stuff, lets them get to know eachother a lot more
He is a cutie ;) lol
DeleteYa I think too many ppl rush into it these days and have regrets
Thanks for reading!
- S xo
I have to ask if you write basked on real life? Your posts are so relatable and I just get immediately sucked in I love it!! This, L by A, and Tragedy and the Twenty Something and New York Dixie are my fav blogs to read keep it up I'm loving it and would also like 2 posts a week 😍
ReplyDeleteThank you so much I don't think my blog is even comparable to those ones lol (they are also some of my favourite)
DeleteCheck out New Beginnings New Adventures blog if you like those other ones, it's one of my favourites :)
I do write some events/characters on real life but obviously tweak it to fit with the story
- S xo
I feel super awkward responding to this because it wasn't to me, but I wanted to say that I'm flattered that I'm one of your favo(u)rites, Sarah! Thanks :)
DeleteOlivia, I actually found your blog thanks to Sarah. =] and Sarah I love your blog!! I feel weird calling evereveryone bby their characters names lol but I don't think I know anyone's.
DeleteHope u r coming back soon!
ReplyDeleteSorry for missing last weeks post! I was in Mexico and I forgot my laptop :( so I will have the next post up Thursday! Thanks for reading :)
Delete- S xo
I hope you are doing well, I can't wait to see where the story goes from here!
ReplyDeleteThank you all for your comments! I just got back but stupidly forgot my laptop so I will be writing starting Wednesday and will have the next post up by Thursday thanks for your patience!!
ReplyDelete- S xo
First off, insanely in love with your blog. Second off, crazy jealous you were in mexico! We can't even be mad about no post ;) everyone deserves a little break!
ReplyDelete